My shoulder is shattering under the weight of your head.
My eyes are crying,
The heart is beating,
and my lips can barely respond to things that you said.
How many times?
How many times will it be like this?
Will I be getting answers?
Answers to the things I missed?
Cuz I don't want to be left in the dark,
I'm blind enough as it is, I got lost on the way to following my heart.
My arms are out in the air, feeling around for walls,
Hoping I don't run into them, can I avoid this possible fall?
Sometimes the weight of the world is on my crumbling shoulder,
It's just an expression,
Life's little lesson,
So I try to march on under the pressure, God's little soldier.
How many times?
How many times will it be this way?
Will I be getting answers?
Answer me, can you here me? HEY!
I said I don't want to be left in the dark,
I'm blind enough as it is, I got lost on my way to following your heart.
My arms are out there, feeling around for walls,
Hoping I don't run into them, can I avoid this possible fall?
And then the collision happens,
I land hard on my face.
I'm all covered in bruises,
But I'm knee-deep in faith.
And I know I won't be in left in the dark,
I can see the new light, I can feel the beat at the end of my heart.
My arms are out there, feeling around for more,
Suddenly I feel his hands reaching back, how did I avoid this before?
My boys
Thursday, March 27, 2008
JABBAWOCKEEZ own meeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I dunno how long this link will be up, but I highly suggest watching it.
If you want to miss all the pre-perfomance stuff, just skip forward about 50 seconds.
These guys blow me away.
I dunno how long this link will be up, but I highly suggest watching it.
If you want to miss all the pre-perfomance stuff, just skip forward about 50 seconds.
These guys blow me away.
The Answers
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Sooo I think I came across pretty much all of the answers to Lost. I was shown a website recently that has a Lost "theory" on it. But it became pretty clear as I was reading it, that this had to be more than theory. I mean every single mystery was addressed and answered and everything made complete and total sense. And as I watched tonight's episode with mom (who also read the info on the site), it became even more apparent that this person was right. It was like they basically predicted what was going to happen.
The theory is pretty complex and I'm not going to post it here for people who don't wish to know. But I really think this is it. It makes unbelievably perfect sense out of EVERYTHING. From the smoke monster to why the Oceanic survivors are covering things up... it even had on it the answers to why Michael was trying to kill himself and couldn't... and this was BEFORE the episode aired. Like wayyy before.
So I'm beginning to think the creator of this site had an in on the show. Mom's idea is that they were a writer and during the writer's strike, they were let go and they got ticked off and decided to leak everything out. I mean at this point, there's just no freakin way this person is not right. I don't even see it as a possiblity. And I don't see the people behind Lost changing anything now because it's just too late and it would be impossible to make sense out of it with any other explaination.
The site is not at all well known and I don't plan on sharing it with many people. I told Shane about it (not telling him what was actually on it, but just what I'm writing here basically) and he wonders why I still even bother watching the show. And honestly, for whatever reason... I'm just as into it as I was before. Maybe it's like with Moulin Rouge. You're told from the very beginning that Satine will die. But in the end, when she does... you're still blown away by it all.
I think whether this person's "theory" is right or not, Lost will still blow me away.
The theory is pretty complex and I'm not going to post it here for people who don't wish to know. But I really think this is it. It makes unbelievably perfect sense out of EVERYTHING. From the smoke monster to why the Oceanic survivors are covering things up... it even had on it the answers to why Michael was trying to kill himself and couldn't... and this was BEFORE the episode aired. Like wayyy before.
So I'm beginning to think the creator of this site had an in on the show. Mom's idea is that they were a writer and during the writer's strike, they were let go and they got ticked off and decided to leak everything out. I mean at this point, there's just no freakin way this person is not right. I don't even see it as a possiblity. And I don't see the people behind Lost changing anything now because it's just too late and it would be impossible to make sense out of it with any other explaination.
The site is not at all well known and I don't plan on sharing it with many people. I told Shane about it (not telling him what was actually on it, but just what I'm writing here basically) and he wonders why I still even bother watching the show. And honestly, for whatever reason... I'm just as into it as I was before. Maybe it's like with Moulin Rouge. You're told from the very beginning that Satine will die. But in the end, when she does... you're still blown away by it all.
I think whether this person's "theory" is right or not, Lost will still blow me away.
The Man on the Boat
Saturday, March 8, 2008
Ok new crazy Lost theory I came up with the other day...
The man on the boat... is a Lostie that's already existing on the island.
If there can be 2 planes, 2 black rocks, why not 2 Losties?
At this point, that would be the only thing that would truly blow me away. The obvious choice is Michael with maybe Eye Patch Man close behind. And one of other guesses was even Boone.
But part of me would expect any one of those.
As for there being 2 Losties... it's completely and totally insane. And even though I just thought this up, I'd be seriously shocked if that's what happened.
The man on the boat... is a Lostie that's already existing on the island.
If there can be 2 planes, 2 black rocks, why not 2 Losties?
At this point, that would be the only thing that would truly blow me away. The obvious choice is Michael with maybe Eye Patch Man close behind. And one of other guesses was even Boone.
But part of me would expect any one of those.
As for there being 2 Losties... it's completely and totally insane. And even though I just thought this up, I'd be seriously shocked if that's what happened.
Work, Lost, and Skittles
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
Lalalalala.
I feel soooo antsy. This always happens on the Wednesdays that I work. I don't know what it is about Wednesdays but about 2 hours before work, I get to where I'm just dying to go in. I want to work nowwwwwwwww! And Wednesdays usually aren't even good. They tend to get hectic and tiring but for some reason I just really want to be at work.
Since I'm not, I'm writing to let out some of the antsy-ness. Sooo the other day I got my first hug from a patient. There are a lot of patients we're close to, usually the ones that come in a lot cuz the whole family comes together. So when you've got 3 or 4 people who all have different appointments but come in together... well you see them all the time. "Family Dentistry" is what our company's main thing is. Which is really nice. But there's this one family with a husband who just picks on all of us... but I get it the worse. I mean it's not serious, it's just him joking around. But he can really drive me nuts sometimes. Especially because when he starts picking on me, Doctor joins in and they gang up on me. It's irritating. I fight back with my usual threats of "hey I have dental weaponry over here" but it still doesn't stop. So I told this patient the other day that he just picks on me way too much and he continued to tease me to make it worse on purpose. But as he left he stopped me and gave me a hug. I think he felt bad for all the teasing. Though I'm 90 percent sure it will be back to normal next time.
Ok and on to Lost. This season... totally crushin on crazy Desmond. I mean I still feel the strongest for Jack but Desmond is just so awesome. And man, give that dude an Emmy for that last episode. He totally rocked it. And I loved the I love yous with Penny.
Also, Chancy and I are thinking of doing a Lost parody. We both agreed that he'd make an awesome Ben so I think that role is taken. But if there's anyone out there interested in other parts, or you have any other ideas to offer... Lemme know! Also, if you have any suggestions as to who I should be... lemme know that as well. So far the vote is Alex but I'd be up for anything. I don't think we'll convince Shane to do this thing but if he did, he'd make an awesome Jack... in which case I'd claim the part of Kate.
Ok and lastly... I love Skittles. I forgot I did. I have a small bag like once a year cuz they're bad for my teeth. But man, I love these things.
OH! Also, I highly recommend the show Sports Night. It's a few years old and was only on for 2 seasons, but if you haven't seen this show, then you don't know good television.
I feel soooo antsy. This always happens on the Wednesdays that I work. I don't know what it is about Wednesdays but about 2 hours before work, I get to where I'm just dying to go in. I want to work nowwwwwwwww! And Wednesdays usually aren't even good. They tend to get hectic and tiring but for some reason I just really want to be at work.
Since I'm not, I'm writing to let out some of the antsy-ness. Sooo the other day I got my first hug from a patient. There are a lot of patients we're close to, usually the ones that come in a lot cuz the whole family comes together. So when you've got 3 or 4 people who all have different appointments but come in together... well you see them all the time. "Family Dentistry" is what our company's main thing is. Which is really nice. But there's this one family with a husband who just picks on all of us... but I get it the worse. I mean it's not serious, it's just him joking around. But he can really drive me nuts sometimes. Especially because when he starts picking on me, Doctor joins in and they gang up on me. It's irritating. I fight back with my usual threats of "hey I have dental weaponry over here" but it still doesn't stop. So I told this patient the other day that he just picks on me way too much and he continued to tease me to make it worse on purpose. But as he left he stopped me and gave me a hug. I think he felt bad for all the teasing. Though I'm 90 percent sure it will be back to normal next time.
Ok and on to Lost. This season... totally crushin on crazy Desmond. I mean I still feel the strongest for Jack but Desmond is just so awesome. And man, give that dude an Emmy for that last episode. He totally rocked it. And I loved the I love yous with Penny.
Also, Chancy and I are thinking of doing a Lost parody. We both agreed that he'd make an awesome Ben so I think that role is taken. But if there's anyone out there interested in other parts, or you have any other ideas to offer... Lemme know! Also, if you have any suggestions as to who I should be... lemme know that as well. So far the vote is Alex but I'd be up for anything. I don't think we'll convince Shane to do this thing but if he did, he'd make an awesome Jack... in which case I'd claim the part of Kate.
Ok and lastly... I love Skittles. I forgot I did. I have a small bag like once a year cuz they're bad for my teeth. But man, I love these things.
OH! Also, I highly recommend the show Sports Night. It's a few years old and was only on for 2 seasons, but if you haven't seen this show, then you don't know good television.
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