My Shoulder

My shoulder is shattering under the weight of your head.
My eyes are crying,
The heart is beating,
and my lips can barely respond to things that you said.

How many times?
How many times will it be like this?
Will I be getting answers?
Answers to the things I missed?

Cuz I don't want to be left in the dark,
I'm blind enough as it is, I got lost on the way to following my heart.
My arms are out in the air, feeling around for walls,
Hoping I don't run into them, can I avoid this possible fall?

Sometimes the weight of the world is on my crumbling shoulder,
It's just an expression,
Life's little lesson,
So I try to march on under the pressure, God's little soldier.

How many times?
How many times will it be this way?
Will I be getting answers?
Answer me, can you here me? HEY!

I said I don't want to be left in the dark,
I'm blind enough as it is, I got lost on my way to following your heart.
My arms are out there, feeling around for walls,
Hoping I don't run into them, can I avoid this possible fall?

And then the collision happens,
I land hard on my face.
I'm all covered in bruises,
But I'm knee-deep in faith.

And I know I won't be in left in the dark,
I can see the new light, I can feel the beat at the end of my heart.
My arms are out there, feeling around for more,
Suddenly I feel his hands reaching back, how did I avoid this before?